Unhappy

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Yes, I wish I could just close my eyes and ears, run away for a long vacation.  A LONG LONG LONG VACATION.

I should be appreciating my life now as I'm still breathing. I know, I know...but I'm not enjoying my life at all.

So much so of "Go for your goals!", "Live your life like there's no tomorrow", "As long as you work hard, you can reach out to your dream". Well, I don't see that coming at all. A simple question, person A's dream is to travel around the world. He/she works hard to save money for the trip, but could he/she just leave the family and quit the job and start traveling? How many of you have the courage to do so?

As for now, I really want to quit my job but I can't do it because I have debt to settle. Ahh...I don't know. I just don't like to work in the current company. I have been watching various dramas at office when boss is not around. I don't see any growth or experience gained from the current job.

Another reason I can't leave is because I want my resume to look good as in at least a year experience in a company. Therefore, I'm tell myself to be patient..."Joanne, you just need to be patient. This is life, you just have to be patient and work hard".

I have been repeating that million times a day. I don't feel happy. Happy is no longer in my dictionary which is saddening right?

Guess I just have to stop complaining and find happiness from little things in life.
*Ya I'm convincing myself that my life is good so stop complaining, smack head*

Comments

crazydancerz said…
U R TOTALLY RITE.... I KEEP TELLIN MYSELF TO WORK HARD TO TRAVEL TOO =__='
CHEER UP *HUGS*
Thu Apr 07, 09:16:00 PM
Joanne said…
wuwuwuuuu T_T *hugs*
Mon Apr 11, 03:45:00 PM
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