busy man

i just sms dear, dear o today u very tired hor? i give u kiss kiss muakz muakz...
n he replied, we at studio now got photo shooting for press hehe
=_="

everytime i sms him, he surely got something to do de wor
y everytime also so ngam leh?
he is just sooooo busy...

sometimes i will feel miserable when i c him so busy
coz it makes me look like im so free...
mayb i should say..ya i memang very free compare to him

im lazy ba...if dun hv hw o assignments i should study my notes
but im not a hardworking student n i always also do last min work
study a week o 2 weeks be4 my exam

i smsed him just now coz i suddenly feel lonely
i also duno y tis feeling just came across my mind
n it stays there...=_="

im wondering if i live wif dear...will i b happier?
n will i feel lonely? i think nothing will change ba...
coz...he starts work in the afternoon but i start my class in the morning

so by the time i reach home he is out
he works till midnite n sometimes until 5am or 6am only he come back
i will b sleeping tat time...

so can say tat we dun even hv chance to talk to each other o meet each other
even though we stay together? hehe...
tis is wat i assume only la...i duno if we really stay together, will it b like wat i said

tat day i went to his house. he got a lots of clothes not yet wash!!!!
n those r dirty clothes...he sweats a lot ar...n he didnt wash those clothes
giving excuses tat he is busy, dun hv time to wash

i nag him. then i asked him, so now u will reconsider whether wanna choose another gal to b ur wife? he said, no la...i wont. i love nagging. then he show a sad expression
=_="

so i said, i didnt say anything wrong rite? keeping those dirty clothes in ur room is not good for u ar...
pollute the air in ur room. he nod his head...i feel funny when i c him while im nagging
lots of facial expression...

loneliness attack me again...i feel lonely tonite...
im so weird, suddenly can feel lonely...