I Write, You Kaypo

It has been almost 5 and a half months since I write in this space. Why the long hiatus? Well, nothing interesting has happened past months. Hate the fact that nothing worth to pen down hence I would rather lock this space aside.  Lately, I'm unhappy...of daily routine...life. So much that I want to do but is constraint by not having enough modal. I shared thoughts, feelings and dreams with friends but somehow it will burden them...in a way. So, hopefully by writing it here I will feel relieve and have clearer picture of my directions and actions.  These few months I have been hit by health issues...Thefather, Thebrother and I unfortunately are inherited with high cholesterol problem. Thefather even having problem with his heart as one of his blood vessel is blocked. He needs to do operation but still seeking for second opinion and...he's kinda buying time now thinking by eating natural ingredients supplement will help. Thebrother's cholesterol level has dropped a ...

Mine started off adventurous, followed by stress and emo.  Drove all the way to Tanjung Malim with colleagues to eat Fried Kuey Teow, Black Pepper soup beehoon and Hokkien Mee. It was good :) Before departing, my colleague's car battery died. We were busy asking for help at Shell station. Good experience haha! That was Friday. My Saturday wasn't good. Love the companion but the issue that we faced...we were basically quite speechless and helpless. We wished we are rich enough to just fly and buy the tickets ourselves. We troubled so many people that I think we need to be vegetarian for a month to repay wtf.  Our tools for the day! 4 phones + 2 laptops. If we were checking out deals on stock market, I bet we are millionaires now. Too bad we were finding solution to spend our hard earn money =___________=" Well, Sunday was a girls' outing :) Since I can't bare my black roots, is time to touch-up! Had lunch with long-time-no-see Jarli and Chye Li at h...

Hello! I'm sleepy head, teddy was my only companion in the past. How sad right? I have finally gathered courage to step out to the society and meet new friends! First person I met was a dutch lady whom forgotten her metal pale of milk. Second person was an Egyptian! Third person was the mask lady. Well, obviously she doesn't want people to know who she is so I can't talk much about her. *mouth sealed* The night is getting interesting. I met Ken from Street Fighter! No, I didn't pick a fight with him and I'm glad that he was friendly =)  Akuma came too. I was shaking to ask for a picture with him! Tried to smile as wide as I can. Last but not least, Sammi Cheng! It was a pity she didn't perform that night =( As I was marching in the ballroom with my new friends, cowboy saw me and wanted to shoot me down! Gosh...thank god it was a toy gun! Since everyone was sooooo friendly and welcoming, I locked the introvert ...

I ended twenty eleven and started twenty twelve in pajamas. Had an awkward feeling on NYE that I don't feel the excitement of ending 2011 and welcoming 2012. This is weird because I have been planning for meet up and events on NYE in the past. Does this mean that age is catching up? Hmm...guess it has nothing got to do with age but just being lazy wanted to have a peaceful day at home. I'm not good at summarizing what I have done past year, the only reason I would look back and evaluate my past is to improve. I have to be better and do more in 2012. Master Korean language. I do not expect myself to write like a poet, speak like a native Korean but at least I can communicate well or more so to the extent that people would mistaken me as a local. Seriously, is not easy to pick up a foreign language but I believe in having the passion, I can do it :)  Work in a new environment. Whenever it comes to job, I would sigh. I'm confuse at times that am I being picky abo...

leads to shorter hair haha! To those who follow me on twitter has been constantly reading how much I hate the HOT weather and how I wish to be in a winter country now. Ya someone please send me to a winter country please, right now! *melts off* Love the length of my hair but would prefer a lighter hair color. I'm attending and may have interviews coming up so don't want to risk my image for being unprofessional. Just a little update on me. Attended 2 interviews since last week till this week. One of it required 2nd interview. *stress* I have been hammering on myself for performing badly for the first interview I attended last week. I dont have much experience in attending interviews (not good having lots of experience right? lol!) so I have been honest during interview, at times too honest wtf. Well, I think I did better for the 2nd interview but their main concern was I don't have a car. I know I know, car problem. I wish a car could just drop down from the sky and ...

I'm Speechless I used to be this talkative girl who talk about anything to anyone. I wonder how annoying I was. Over the years, the ups and downs in life have taught me expressing feelings may not be a good thing. Since then, I have learnt to shut my mouth and kept almost everything in my pee size brain. I know I have friends to turn to and they will be my listeners. Thank you but I felt weird to talk about my problems to friends whenever we meet. What can they do for you? Why spread the negativity thoughts to others when their initial thought was just to chill out with friends. However, I will express my feelings when I think is appropriate to bring it up. My pee size brain doesn't work very well with too many thoughts drowning it. So, at times friends still have to bare with my rantings about my...life. At home, I have lots of unsatifaction that I need to voice out but as I said, I learnt that nobody will ever give a damn. The popular question would be "Where do ...

Dear Twenty Ten, I miss you! Somehow I don't want to say goodbye to you. Was emo-ing with AhBo on 31st but I guess we just need to move on and welcome 2011 with open arms. 2011 is all about bigger responsibility and lots of fear. I do have plans and goals to achieve in 2011 but I haven't set or...more like I do not know how to set the timeline for the goals and plans. Many things to achieve, many things to do, many plan to make. Learned a lot in 2010. I graduated (finally), had my first job and found out it wasn't what I wanted, quited after 3 months. H onestly, I was scared. Scared that I couldn' t get a job, and even told myself in a month time, if I couldn't get the job I want, will just settle for any job that's available. Luckily I got a job after 2weeks job application :) Life been busy since then. Had outstations events, learned quite a fair bit. Then, been through office politics (again, as if I haven't had enough from the previous company)....

psychology internship. Checked out my result on Thursday and I was super surprised that I got an A! OMG~ I never score A for my psychology subjects and finally, finally, finally...I got an A for internship. I seriously felt that all the hard work and traveling are worth while now haha! *do the happy dance* As for Communication internship, result - unknown. I got a...bad feeling for it dont know why. Maybe a C for that? Of course Im hoping for A for all the hard work I did but sometimes you don't get what you hope for. I always remember this and fear to hope for anything. =/ Fortune teller said I will be sway this year. I know! I nearly lost my wallet twice in a month! Gosh..have to change luck as soon as possible. Temple trip soon! CNY CNY CNY...nothing to be excited about. This is my first year not buying any new clothes for CNY. I know I shouldn't simply spend a penny because of ___________. Another reason is I haven't get pay from camera fair lo. Should pay before CNY ma...