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It has been almost 5 and a half months since I write in this space. Why the long hiatus? Well, nothing interesting has happened past months. Hate the fact that nothing worth to pen down hence I would rather lock this space aside.  Lately, I'm unhappy...of daily routine...life. So much that I want to do but is constraint by not having enough modal. I shared thoughts, feelings and dreams with friends but somehow it will burden them...in a way. So, hopefully by writing it here I will feel relieve and have clearer picture of my directions and actions.  These few months I have been hit by health issues...Thefather, Thebrother and I unfortunately are inherited with high cholesterol problem. Thefather even having problem with his heart as one of his blood vessel is blocked. He needs to do operation but still seeking for second opinion and...he's kinda buying time now thinking by eating natural ingredients supplement will help. Thebrother's cholesterol level has dropped a ...

Ever since Instagram is available for Android user, I'm hooked to it! It is kinda true with Instagram, I don't feel the need to blog. First thing comes to my mind when I encounter something interesting or worth capturing, I will post to Instagram. Ya, I know is an excuse for being lazy to blog =/  Follow me @jotheluckystar :)

Lee Yee, my cousin sister and Mei Fenn, a long-time friend, whether we are blood related doesn't matter because we appreciate each other and cherish the moment we had together. I used to camwhore almost everyday. Now, I hardly take out my camera. I want to truly enjoy the moment instead of thinking how to capture the moment. Hence, I seldom blog as I don't know like blogpost with only words. Too dry. I'm still in a fan mode from the roller coaster weekend :) Hand shake, waist and 3 shocking tweets. I'm contented.

May I have her body?

Half way brushing the cabinets, I feel like cam-whoring. I realize...my expression is either this or that, BORING! Looks like is time to practice cam-whoring, master it kekeke~

I ended twenty eleven and started twenty twelve in pajamas. Had an awkward feeling on NYE that I don't feel the excitement of ending 2011 and welcoming 2012. This is weird because I have been planning for meet up and events on NYE in the past. Does this mean that age is catching up? Hmm...guess it has nothing got to do with age but just being lazy wanted to have a peaceful day at home. I'm not good at summarizing what I have done past year, the only reason I would look back and evaluate my past is to improve. I have to be better and do more in 2012. Master Korean language. I do not expect myself to write like a poet, speak like a native Korean but at least I can communicate well or more so to the extent that people would mistaken me as a local. Seriously, is not easy to pick up a foreign language but I believe in having the passion, I can do it :)  Work in a new environment. Whenever it comes to job, I would sigh. I'm confuse at times that am I being picky abo...

 ME! Was browsing through old pictures. Miss the happy smile! I was a happy person, somehow I lost that. Everyday I have to control my frustration and be a happy person, try to think on the bright side, keep telling myself that I'm a fortunate person...I have tried all ways to be happy. Although it does sound very easy to be happy but somehow is like mission impossible to me lately. I will not give up. I know I deserve better and will work hard towards it! I will have the happy smile soon :)

Was watching Sukira Kiss Radio stream, Super Junior are the guests :) I don't understand what they were talking about so was surfing blogs and online shops. Came across Vivien 's blog and saw Birth Chart Calculator . She said is was very accurate so I give it a shot. She was right, IS VERY ACCURATE! Name: Low Jiayi October 15 1987 1:05 PM Time Zone is AWST Kuala Lumpur, MLYS Rising Sign is in 18 Degrees Capricorn You are practical and reserved but very ambitious. An achiever and a hard worker, you respect success. Older looking and very serious as a youth, things lighten up and you relax more as you mature. You have a serious view of the world as being a difficult place to be in. Very envious of those who seem to have an easier life than you have, relaxation and play do not come easily. It is important that you had abundant parental support as a child so that you do not feel lonely and isolated as an adult. Generally, you have a good, earthy sense of humor that can carr...

Yes, I wish I could just close my eyes and ears, run away for a long vacation.  A LONG LONG LONG VACATION. I should be appreciating my life now as I'm still breathing. I know, I know...but I'm not enjoying my life at all. So much so of "Go for your goals!", "Live your life like there's no tomorrow", "As long as you work hard, you can reach out to your dream". Well, I don't see that coming at all. A simple question, person A's dream is to travel around the world. He/she works hard to save money for the trip, but could he/she just leave the family and quit the job and start traveling? How many of you have the courage to do so? As for now, I really want to quit my job but I can't do it because I have debt to settle. Ahh...I don't know. I just don't like to work in the current company. I have been watching various dramas at office when boss is not around. I don't see any growth or experience gained from the current job...

I booked flight ticket to Bangkok with parents. (Okay is a weird starting because I'm with parents only!) We are suppose to fly tomorrow! The best part is I didn't take leave =_________="  The next scene is I'm in the car with my parents. We are on our way to the airport and I shouted that I forgot to pack and bring my luggage bag. So my father scolded me and took a u-turn. But, he said he's hungry so we stop and have lunch where I meet Ai Sim. (Funny that we still have time to stop for lunch) Okay here's the part that most of you won't believe but the first question I asked Ai Sim is "How's idol's event last Saturday?" She said as usual bla bla bla~ Last scene, I really flew off with parents to Bangkok where I shop alone at Platinum Mall, parents went to do massage. Apparently, I resigned =__________=" Is a funny yet weird dream. This shows how desperate I am to go shopping, vacation and the best part, not having a 9-5 job LOL! ...

You entered: Low Jiayi There are 8 letters in your name. Those 8 letters total to 41 There are 4 vowels and 4 consonants in your name. Your number is: 5 The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom. The expression or destiny for #5: The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker. If there is too much of the 5 energy in yo...

I'm Speechless I used to be this talkative girl who talk about anything to anyone. I wonder how annoying I was. Over the years, the ups and downs in life have taught me expressing feelings may not be a good thing. Since then, I have learnt to shut my mouth and kept almost everything in my pee size brain. I know I have friends to turn to and they will be my listeners. Thank you but I felt weird to talk about my problems to friends whenever we meet. What can they do for you? Why spread the negativity thoughts to others when their initial thought was just to chill out with friends. However, I will express my feelings when I think is appropriate to bring it up. My pee size brain doesn't work very well with too many thoughts drowning it. So, at times friends still have to bare with my rantings about my...life. At home, I have lots of unsatifaction that I need to voice out but as I said, I learnt that nobody will ever give a damn. The popular question would be "Where do ...

Hopelessly hoping to be lucky actually :p Like what the slogan maker said, You need Jotheluckystar every day. So talk to me or come here more often =D

After 3 years, I bought a new camera. Is not part of my planning, parents wanted one but I paid for it. Hence, I'm super broke this month, sad! Whenever I have savings, somehow it will be spent. Canon S95 is cool. I'm still testing out the different effects, to date, my favourite are the nostalgic and miniature effects :) Cute right? Miniature stuffs are cute! I hope I do not have to pay for anything in the next few months. I need to see 4 figures savings in my bank account :)

I wish I could wear shorts to work. Just sometimes, would be good :)

No, I didn't celebrate. I wish to eat turkey though haha! Just posted on Weibo about 巾帼枭雄之義海豪情 ( Simply because I was watching just now) then I saw this... Now shout out loud with me that I have fate with him! LOL He posted a minute earlier than me, enjoying his turkey with his family. He did invited me to go with him but I have to work so...yeah I'm here in Malaysia. I know I know I just lied :( Well, dream does not incur cost so DREAM BIG :) _________________________________________________________ Hmm...obviously this post shows how boring I am. Read some of the Weibo posts that they are going to Genting for Yu Xie Award, some will slack at home i.e ME haha! Tomorrow will finally make a trip to studio. Need to meet different people, be in a different environment to de-stress. I am now more and more gan jeong for my event next week o.O Sunday is an official rest-at-home day, self declare of course. I can't afford to stay late because I can really feel the consequences ...

Is it cheaper to buy from Japan? or anyone in Malaysia want to give it as belated birthday gift? ^_^ Can I get it instantly? =p Actually I prefer my gadgets to be in white. Hmm...somehow these two look smart in black LOL!

Him: Where are you going? Me: Penang. My first event in new company. Him: Awww...I will miss you. Take care ya :) Me: ME TOO! Good show in 成都 crawl to bed, continue dreaming XD

I don't know. I don't know what to do with my hair :(

I feel like writing. Login blogger and click on New Post. Stare at the blank space, start thinking what to put as title (which is always the hardest part for me) then the content. Out of the sudden, I forgot what I intended to write. But typing is all I want to do now so being the stubborn me, I will still crap something out. I had trouble sleeping last night. Tired mentally and physically, after rolling left and right for hours, I slept. Re-charging process is not going well. Many hours of sleeping doesn't help. Exercising would be the next option I guess. We read, see, listen to numerous things everyday, then develop own judgement and perception. At times, we don't understand why so and so will have certain thinking or decision. Probably we do know why but can do nothing. We complain when we have no choices, and we do so when we have many choices too. Decision making process is a tough one because we scared to make one that we will regret, cry over it and complain "If I ...