I Write, You Kaypo

Hello! I'm sleepy head, teddy was my only companion in the past. How sad right? I have finally gathered courage to step out to the society and meet new friends! First person I met was a dutch lady whom forgotten her metal pale of milk. Second person was an Egyptian! Third person was the mask lady. Well, obviously she doesn't want people to know who she is so I can't talk much about her. *mouth sealed* The night is getting interesting. I met Ken from Street Fighter! No, I didn't pick a fight with him and I'm glad that he was friendly =)  Akuma came too. I was shaking to ask for a picture with him! Tried to smile as wide as I can. Last but not least, Sammi Cheng! It was a pity she didn't perform that night =( As I was marching in the ballroom with my new friends, cowboy saw me and wanted to shoot me down! Gosh...thank god it was a toy gun! Since everyone was sooooo friendly and welcoming, I locked the introvert ...

Lack of self confidence is my biggest concern. I love meeting people, but when it comes to engaging a conversation, sometimes it becomes quite terrifying for me. I feel comfortable when is a team work because I can always be the shadow in the team. Give my best to help the team but nobody would remember who am I. I am tired of living that way but I'm afraid to take THE step to step out. Always ended up still being the shadow and is bad for me that I actually feel comfortable being the shadow when deep down in my heart I know I want to shine. I'm very thankful to have the conversation with my boss the other day. At least I know she has been observing me and actually understands me. I assumed that she doesn't which is so wrong. Note to self: Never assume especially when it comes to people's perception on you. You never know who's watching. Her aim is to push my confidence level and I know if I don't step out now, I would let her down and myself down again. I don...

I went for recce at Penang on my 1st and 2nd day of work. Was lucky to stay at a nice hotel - G Hotel. Like my client said "Paid for a 4-star hotel, get 6 -star services" #1 #2 The following week, I went to Johor Bahru for recce again for another event. Thus far, I have only work in my office for two days lol! #3 Brand new computer :) I love my job, bosses and colleagues. This is exactly what I have wished for and really thank God for this. May lady luck be with me so I can have bright future. Of course at the same time, I will put in 200% effort at work. Ever since I start working, public holidays are love. Mainly because I need not to wake up at 6am haha! Looking forward to 16th XD

is not a random group of numbers. I resigned from my first job, just two weeks before my confirmation. It wasn't a decision I made over night. Thought of it over and over and over again to make sure I won't regret my decision. I like my colleagues. I wouldn't say it was fun working with them because we don't really have fun at work (somehow). I'm really happy that we just click. Sometimes, we don't have to try hard to mingle around with people. We just click and have endless topics to talk about. On the other hand, sometimes we try very hard to be in a group. Change our character to fit in the group, but somehow, we know we don't belong to the group. 勉强果然是没有幸福的. 110810 Got a phone call. Nervous, nervous, nervous... 130810 Went for an interview. I think it went quite well. Was told to wait for them to call me for the final decision. They called me at 4pm, I got the job! :) I have learnt my lesson from previous job, it will be a constant reminder. Starting 1st...

Shanghai trip wasn't smooth sailing at all. All started with my trainer missed his flight, thinking is 1.50pm. For a person who said he travelled very often, is quite surprising that he don't understand an e-ticket is based on 24 hours format. It was a midnight flight. Had breakfast at 6am on plane. I vomited while waiting for luggages. Didn't have enough sleep and wasn't feeling well on plane. We took Maglev train to Long Yang Road subway station. It only took 6mins from Pudong Airport to Long Yang Road station. Although is really fast, but you don't feel it. Then, to spice up the tiring journey, we have to drag our luggage from subway station to another station. The going down to subway station doesn't have escalator. Yes, we have to dragged it down the stairs. Bare in mind that I have a trolley luggage, another huge hand luggage, was a rainy day so another hand was holding umbrella. I must be an octopus that day. Imagine the situation yourself. Finally heard ...