I Write, You Kaypo

over job searching. Most of my friends are working which make me even more gan cheong about getting a job by May 2010. What if I can't get a job? What's if I screw up the interviews? What if I get a job and boss thinks that I performing poorly and sack me? You know when you sit down and start thinking, all kinds of negative thoughts would strike you first. I know I always write negative thoughts in my blog. That's because this is the only space I can spill my negative thoughts. Have been telling people around me (especially people in studio) to be positive, motivate them merely because I don't want them to give up but improve. At times, is easier said than done. We all know this very well. The more I think of this, the more I can't show them I have negative thoughts! So I have to act like a person without problems, be as cheerful as I can. Turning myself into a motivator and buried all my problems and negative thoughts aside. At least people won't have the perce...

#1 First picture. Took in a rush. #2 Second. Like this picture :) #3 third! Hopefully will have chance to take picture with him till my hair is long hahaha! This is crap =___=" Looking at recent pictures, I really need to trim my fringe. Shall go back to the Khalil Fong lookalike hair stylist :P

I don't know what to put as title. Guess, is time to update. Very emo from Monday. Don't feel like talking. Starting classes next Monday. This feeling sucks. Like Minni said, throw shoes at college wtf. Worrying about getting a job in May if I pass all 3 subjects *fingers crossed* What if nobody wants to hire me? What if I end up working as a clerk? T_T Bo reminded me that I have to start paying my study loan in April. FML. Still about worrying whether I can pass 3 freaking subjects, and getting a job. Seriously worrying :( It bothers me, to the level it becomes very disturbing. Ya so basically my life revolves around getting a job or not, that's the source of my future clothes, shoes, bags, and trips! Speaking of trips, I want/need/must go oversea this year. At least to Taiwan, if I'm rich enough, want to go Korea too! I really need to be a tourist. Somehow, I like to plan trip :) People, if you like or have interest in dancing, you are welcome to take up classes in Ra...

These photos are from Vicky. #1 Close friend :) #2 Vicky sister :P #3 Can someone get me size 5? #4 Ok, nobody choi me. So I snatch wtf. #5 Favourite picture of the night. Lighting is nice :)

Like being a tourist. Is like pampered by boyfriend haha! Day 4 Today free and easy, less places to cover so we can take our own sweet time. Wanted to leave house earlier, but rained. Left house around noon. Went to Bugis. Shopped at Bugis Junction, had lunch then walked to the chinese temple which recommended by Vicky. #1 SooKee Jewellery's Xmas Tree at Bugis Junction. #2 Flea market at Bugis Junction. #3 Lunch here. #4 Chinese temple. Luckily the day we went is not crowded. Heard from Vicky, will be crowded when is exam period. #5 right next to the chinese temple, indian temple! and next to indian temple is the church. Saw lots of Chinese praying at Indian temple haha! Went to Raffles place again because mom wants to submit her claims. Then Orchard road again :) Walked to Tangs and Ion. Mom shop and shop and shop =___=" Well, it kinda affected me because I start shopping and being seriously broke now wtf. Tried so hard to convince myself not to convert. Without conversi...