I Write, You Kaypo

 ME! Was browsing through old pictures. Miss the happy smile! I was a happy person, somehow I lost that. Everyday I have to control my frustration and be a happy person, try to think on the bright side, keep telling myself that I'm a fortunate person...I have tried all ways to be happy. Although it does sound very easy to be happy but somehow is like mission impossible to me lately. I will not give up. I know I deserve better and will work hard towards it! I will have the happy smile soon :)

I have lost the mojo to shop. It is abnormal to hear it from me. Although I may not have the money to be a shopaholic but shopping online has been one of my favourite hobby. Surfing one blogshop to another all night and start calculating how much I can spend in a month on clothing. Where's that spirit wtf. My only companion after work is Korean songs. Emo is my middle name. I guess I have been stressed out from work. Mentally tired. Once I head home, I shut down. I can't afford to stress my brain wtf. I'm lazy to comment on anything. Basically sick of everything that is happening. I'm sick.

When Bo confirmed her trip to KL, the excitement kicked in and I can't wait to see her! It was a rather short gathering but we are gonna meet up soon in November :) We tried Fried Porridge and seafood at Klang, yamcha with Idol gang, watched Mayday 3D movie, stayed at Palace of the Golden Horses, window shopping at Bangsar. Despite the fact that all of us are exhausted and sorta fall sick during the trip, I bet we still had fun. Counting down to the meet up in November!

Last day as a 23... I have to admit that I'm unhappy. October is a month where I look forward to as I have the reason to treat myself better. U know reason like I spend more because is my birthday, I want to travel because is my birthday. Yes, everything evolve with BIRTHDAY :) Sadly 2011 October is not as awesome I thought it would be. September ended with Bo headed back to Singapore after a short and rush gathering. I felt empty, is like a part of me went missing. We are back to our LDR. No worries, we are not lesbian. We are very much into guys to the extent we share the same imaginary BF *wink* Ahh...I miss you Bo! I have planned a Bangkok trip back in August. Have been counting down to it as it will be a break from work. When read about the news on the flood in Thailand, my heart goes out to the people and at the same time, I was emo about my trip. It is way beyond our control so pray hard that the water subside. October oh October, still having hope that you will be ...

Finally, Thebrother's big day :) Thebestfriend came to KL the day before, as usual we talk as if we didn't talk for 100 years despite the fact that we BBM each other every single day hehe! So, pardon my lack of sleep face.  Our photographer from the studio likes our photos so he printed our photos on bunting :) Proud parents with their faces on bunting I know they are very proud of him :)  I know you all are sick of my brother's photos by now. Theboyfriend and me <3 Emotional me had teary eyes when he's on stage. He's an adult now! Gosh time flies isn't it?  Two days ago Thefather had a hair cut, he reminds me of my brother when he's 4! Staring at him, thinking of my brother...Our family been through a lot. I can see the changes in the house, still hoping for the best for all of us :) 

He's no longer my little brother. He's now a working adult which I'm proud of him and at the same time, pity him as he spends most of his time in the office.  After studio photo shooting, we drove to Seremban to have dinner with Grandpa and Uncle. Just so we can take photos with Grandpa too :) Yes, you are the boss but you have a Super sister too. Ignore my outfit. There's a reason why previous photo I stood at the back LOL! A short introduction on the cute bear. It is my mom's intention to create a bear represents us when we graduate. I had mine , so my brother has one too! It is not obvious in the photo, but the bear is wearing the same gown as my brother :)  He looks really cute like the bear! :) Hmm....there's a reason why I have a dedication blog post to my brother. Blog about it soon ^_^