I Write, You Kaypo

over job searching. Most of my friends are working which make me even more gan cheong about getting a job by May 2010. What if I can't get a job? What's if I screw up the interviews? What if I get a job and boss thinks that I performing poorly and sack me? You know when you sit down and start thinking, all kinds of negative thoughts would strike you first. I know I always write negative thoughts in my blog. That's because this is the only space I can spill my negative thoughts. Have been telling people around me (especially people in studio) to be positive, motivate them merely because I don't want them to give up but improve. At times, is easier said than done. We all know this very well. The more I think of this, the more I can't show them I have negative thoughts! So I have to act like a person without problems, be as cheerful as I can. Turning myself into a motivator and buried all my problems and negative thoughts aside. At least people won't have the perce...

#1 First picture. Took in a rush. #2 Second. Like this picture :) #3 third! Hopefully will have chance to take picture with him till my hair is long hahaha! This is crap =___=" Looking at recent pictures, I really need to trim my fringe. Shall go back to the Khalil Fong lookalike hair stylist :P

I don't know what to put as title. Guess, is time to update. Very emo from Monday. Don't feel like talking. Starting classes next Monday. This feeling sucks. Like Minni said, throw shoes at college wtf. Worrying about getting a job in May if I pass all 3 subjects *fingers crossed* What if nobody wants to hire me? What if I end up working as a clerk? T_T Bo reminded me that I have to start paying my study loan in April. FML. Still about worrying whether I can pass 3 freaking subjects, and getting a job. Seriously worrying :( It bothers me, to the level it becomes very disturbing. Ya so basically my life revolves around getting a job or not, that's the source of my future clothes, shoes, bags, and trips! Speaking of trips, I want/need/must go oversea this year. At least to Taiwan, if I'm rich enough, want to go Korea too! I really need to be a tourist. Somehow, I like to plan trip :) People, if you like or have interest in dancing, you are welcome to take up classes in Ra...

These photos are from Vicky. #1 Close friend :) #2 Vicky sister :P #3 Can someone get me size 5? #4 Ok, nobody choi me. So I snatch wtf. #5 Favourite picture of the night. Lighting is nice :)

Like being a tourist. Is like pampered by boyfriend haha! Day 4 Today free and easy, less places to cover so we can take our own sweet time. Wanted to leave house earlier, but rained. Left house around noon. Went to Bugis. Shopped at Bugis Junction, had lunch then walked to the chinese temple which recommended by Vicky. #1 SooKee Jewellery's Xmas Tree at Bugis Junction. #2 Flea market at Bugis Junction. #3 Lunch here. #4 Chinese temple. Luckily the day we went is not crowded. Heard from Vicky, will be crowded when is exam period. #5 right next to the chinese temple, indian temple! and next to indian temple is the church. Saw lots of Chinese praying at Indian temple haha! Went to Raffles place again because mom wants to submit her claims. Then Orchard road again :) Walked to Tangs and Ion. Mom shop and shop and shop =___=" Well, it kinda affected me because I start shopping and being seriously broke now wtf. Tried so hard to convince myself not to convert. Without conversi...

Last day of 2009. I thought 2009 just started =____=" Just kidding of course, I am aware of how time flies. Tomorrow is a brand new year. Everyone is preparing new year resolution. I don't have the habit to create one because I don't want to be disappointed. Some said at least you know what to do to achieve. I agree but I don't have to really list out? I have some ideas in mind, and will keep that in mind as reminder. Basically is all about getting a rich boyfriend maybe husband. Money makes the world go round right? No matter how badly you disagree that money is not everything, think again :P Kaypo-ed some nonsense last week of 2009. Seriously mou liu and I was quite mad because that person actually twisted the whole story. I do understand why you are pissed but cool down and think wisely. Is it worth getting mad over a kiddo? [note to self too] We are grown up, so we deal problems in a grown up way :) Starting my last 3 classes in college in January. Just hope I can ...

at Singapore. Feels good to be a tourist because Singapore has a lot of promotions and free ride for tourists. They sayang their tourists haha! Is really easy to travel around Singapore, so being a tourist at Singapore, is stress free :) Day 3 Went to Esplanade, Merlion Park, look high and low for Sir Stamford Raffles statue, Raffles Hotel, Mint Toy Museum and Orchard Road! #1 View from Esplanade. #2 On the bridge to Merlion Park from Esplanade. #3 Merlion! I dress like a tourist haha! Stress free :P #4 That's the duck boat ride, quite expensive and not worth it. Singapore Flyers at the back! #5 Singapore River. Started searching high and low for the Sir Stamford Raffles statue. I thought is as big as statue of liberty, and I don't remember seeing it when I was at Merlion park few months ago. I thought I was so blind or dumb, turn out to be a small statue wtf. #6 See! Small =___=" Anyway, the building is nice haha! #7 Ok slightly bigger now :P Smart me didn't ch...