I Write, You Kaypo

for thebf. We wanted to surprise him with a birthday cake at Papparich Kopitiam but somehow he knew what we planned to do so we changed the plan last minute. Most of them told him that they have to go home because is late (10pm something only haha), actually they brought the cake to thebf's car. So I walked with thebf to his car, they sang birthday cake and thebf was surprised! haha! Okay I don't know why he pointed with middle finger haha! Risk myself to take this group picture because I was standing in the middle of the road. Then Wendy become the photographer so I could be in the picture. He gave each of us a piece of cake then I wanted to slam the cake on his face. We failed after few attempts. I requested to take a picture with him with the cake on my hands. I wanted to slam it on the count of 3, failed =_=" Then he went to the car to...don't know do what. I just slam the cake on his face haha! Then the cake slamming session started, basically everyone kena haha! ...

很多东西就是那么的不公平。不是我们没有尽力，而是很多时候我们都没有权力去选择。明明两个人做一样的东西，但是得到的结果是因人而异的。除了无奈，生气，又可以怎样？得到不好的结果的那个人还是得想办法解决问题。 我看到太多的不公平了，看到太多不美好的事， 所以很难要让自己对事情有信心。就算是表面看起来好的，里面也不一定是好的。但是人还是会去喜欢好看的东西，不好看的就要加倍努力好让自己被人看到。现实！ ******************************************************* 父母把钢琴从云顶搬了来沙登，看到很久没碰的钢琴才发现我是很想念它的。超开心的，还想好回家要上网找乐谱要开始弹。出去看了比赛，妈妈就寄了封短信说已经把钢琴卖了。哈哈！人生啊，就是这样。当你在高峰时，下一秒就有可能滑下来。 钢琴陪我十四年了。怎么就这样把他卖掉？我虽然曾经因为要跳舞而恨过钢琴，但是我还是很爱钢琴的！ 现在它被卖了才来想念，是自己拿来的。我，是犯贱的。 对了，不要用很惊讶的语气问“啊？佳忆你会弹琴？” 为什么要那么惊讶？就因为我看起来没气质？ =______=” 不要再用那种好像我和你说我是男人的那种语气问我了， 很 hurt 一下的。 啊！！！无论怎样钢琴还是陪了我那么久，有感情咯！很讨厌矛盾。 家里现在是需要钱， 但是。。。卖了属于我的东西，就是会很不开心。东西是父母给钱买的，应该是属于他们的所以他们有权利要卖就卖。换一句话说，我很讨厌用别人的东西因为不是我出钱买的我没有权利。 我有这样的想法因为，刘爸曾经说过家里墙壁是我出钱买的， 你没有权利在它上面贴任何东西。 矛盾的是我到现在还找不到工作， 想帮家里却不能。不是我没找，我很努力了真的。矛盾的是我很想做我想做的工作，但是父母不明白。觉得随便找到就好。如果找到我不喜欢的，就只是为了钱而做那我会开心吗？但是找不到工作就是说没钱，父母不开心，我又会开心吗？想到这里，我很生气！很生气自己！ 有时不开心的事只有一件，开心的事是有的，但是就是会因为那小小不开心而感到烦，伤心，无奈，最后变无言。钢琴已经卖了，工作还是要找，还没找到工作前父母还是会吵，父母还是会吵架，不开心的事还是会继续发...

Thebf!!! Happy 24th Birthday! Can't believe is my 5th time celebrating birthday with you, time flies. I hope you are happy to have me with you all these years HAHA! He's a moo moo man boy, very stubborn! He's a thief too. He steals my hat and specs, most importantly he stole my heart, lock it up and refuse to set me free. He love to do mask recently. Fyi: is black sugar mask thats why we look like sakai =___=" Needless to say, he love to dance and is in born talent. To me, he's born to be a dancer and choreographer. I hope he could have more confidence and opportunity to learn more in future. I still can't believe he's 24 this year. And I can't stop teasing his age haha! Raymond Tan Chin Leong, no matter how much I tease you, scold you, nag...whatever, I still love you lots okay? Don't you ever doubt that haha! I interviewed the birthday man boy. The first video was recorded without him knowing Im going to publish it in my blog. So he requested to...

Dont know why Im so not into meeting friends for months. Chyeli inspired me to write this post haha! I think I start to be anti-social and I don't feel like mingle around friends. Somehow I feel uncomfortable with people whom I don't meet often. Like weird which I don't understand why I have this weird and ridiculous thinking. Then, now Im not getting allowance from parents so I don't feel like going out at all. If I go out, I have to ask money from thebf. Not nice to use his money. This is why I am very worried about my job searching. Im still jobless =( So, my friends don't be offended that I don't want to meet you guys. But I have other things to consider. Although msn can be annoying at times, but I believe we can still keep in touch by msn haha! I know this post is like some super random post and is boring =( And it looks like a notice that I post out hahahahaha!

is in a mess now. I cannot do anything and is really frustrating! I hate it when I want things to work out but I simply cannot do anything to make it right. Probably Im just being kay-po that's why I cannot make it right? But they are my parents!!! As a child, of course I do not wish to see what's going on. Honestly is not healthy for our growing up process =__=" Family is always very important to me. Although I always say how much I hate HIM but I know deep down in my heart I somehow love him too. I hate to admit that I love him too because I do not think he deserves it. HER, needless to say, everyone know how much I love her. So, getting phone calls and messages about they quarrel or fight, is really saddening. Just when I decided to give up and try to accept what's going on in my house, another thing pop out. Runaway from home. Wtf. Do you know how worried we are? At least let us know where you went! I just need to know you are safe! Everytime when I am home, heard ...

Thank you for faking the surprise that I requested for. On the bright side, I still get what I want. Just that the process of getting is not what I expected it to be. Whatever it is, Dear I still appreciate what you did. Thanks =)))

because 阿桑 passed away. Very sudden that's why is shocking! Have been a while since I read her news. Should say I nearly forget her existence. Probably many do not know who is she. "Ye Zi" is her signature song. She has a very sad vocal which makes her stand out from other artistes. 你是一个会唱歌的天使！＝） ************************************************** When I read about people passed away of cancer, I felt scary. Why women have so many diseases? Life...so unpredictable! Really unpredictable till is scary...very scary =(

VICKY!!! Okay lah last night I spent money to call you liao so simply say happy birthday to you here lah. Can? HAHAHAHAHAHA I WHERE GOT SO BAD =P Must at least write more than one sentence haha! I wanna post up our photo but the laptop crash dy so I don't have all the photos =( In order to show my sincerity that I do love you also (Im not pian xin leh) I did this photo hope you will like this present hehe! Age will never be a reason to draw us apart because we share the same mind. Distant will never be another reason too because we have msn haha! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VICKY! XD

pissed off. super pissed off. I can't believe I met someone who can piss me off like how my ex-housemates did to me two years ago. Piss off probably is not the most appropriate word to express how angry am I because I am super duper huper yuper whatever-per ANGRY! @#$#%@#$@#$@#$@#$@ wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf! I don't know why when I have free time, and conincidently lesbo is free too, BUT I don't have the chance to chat with her for at least half an hour. There's always something pop up in between and I don't have the chance to use the computer. WHEN CAN I HAVE MY OWN LAPTOP WHEN??? Let me end my post with this. I SO WANT TO SCOLD YOU AT YOUR FACE AND GIVE YOU ONE TIGHT SLAP!

Yes, again haha! When Im obsessed with something, I will do it again and again and again. Im such a boring person *boo self*

My new love!!! XD