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this few days very sien...so i use my bro's handphone to edit some photos... piggy brother and sister.... oink oink my brother and me u cant get me...hehe yeah...prince and princess!!! *winks*

im not very good in arts...so i really salute those who are good in arts. i feel like learning how to do this kind of beads leh..hehe. maybe i should ask my dad to ask his friend.."shou wo zuo tu di" =p...

today i nearly kena knocked down by a car... is not the driver's fault...is mine... college van didnt drop us in front of the college so we need to cross a road to reach college dont know why...i didnt look right and left before i cross luckily the car manage to break... or not i wont be blogging here =p the driver was shocked..he must be wondering wat happen to this gal and dont know why, after the car stop just next to me i took a few step back to let him go... after he drive away, then i only start to panic im thinking, wat the hell is wrong with me? thx god...nothing happen to me... thx god...phew~ today is our open day...all the students and lecturers are busy other college de open day got lots of outsiders de.. but ours? all own students..*doink* CFS did a great job lo...their play is nice congrats ya!! hehe... i malas wanna type out the story line of their play..=p then sam, leng, grace, heng, elaine, su ann and me was discussing about renting house opposite SEGI college sam...

i just watched dong liang host de programme i didnt expect that ATQ aledi 10 years old lo..hehe this week de guest is lam kin fai!! he was someone i like before dong liang..=p i admit that i like dong liang more than him now but he is still as good as last time.. maybe i should say he improve a lot le i really yan shiong him lo..he dont know chinese but he got the heart to learn.. and he even compose!!! he is not handsome..but cute... i like his smile too...i found a conclusion guys can attract me by their smile... regardless of their look...if their smile is nice you are attractive to me..haha!!! let's see who attracted me by their smile... eric lam kin fai, dong liang...most important - busyman! hehe...today only i get to hear eric's song... "kuai le wang zi"...is a nice song o~ but there's another im waiting to see eric dance!!! and is hiphop...haha~ busyman teaches him wor...and eric praises UG he said UG has the best dancers...hehe joel should be happy if he ...

today wake up at 3am...cant even open my eyes leh. and guess wat? my hp rang at 3.30am...through the ringtone i noe is not busyman. it turns out to be weng ping..we didnt meet for 4 years lu. kinda long time..hehe. we just chatted about wat happen to him. about his gf, and he wanna go SG to work...he also said that im the only one that can understand him and is lucky that we didnt become couple but still can be good friends. i agree lo...i hope our friendship can last forever too. because i dont hv guy good friends besides him...most of my guy friends also dont believe in only pure friendship between gals and guys *doink* ok, we go down to KL at 4am. bought fruits from market then off we go to Nirvana in semenyih. along the way i cant sleep, i also dont understand why. the worst thing is going to reach the place only i slept =_=". went to grandparents de graveyard. waited for uncles to come. only left big uncle and third uncle. we waited from 6am till 7.30am, they only reach. =_=...

today finally get to watch movie with busyman o~ hehe...happy happy... watched "final destination 3"... wow~ this movie...very disgusting ar... i rather watch horror movie...hehe before movie, we went to kopitiam to eat suddenly my kau fu came and sat next beside us i was shocked! didnt expect to meet him mah... anyway we didnt really talk...then he went off with his friends le after the movie, went to terminal 1 to lepak busyman bought some ps2 game... me pui him lo..then i went and search for nice bag didnt spot any nice one lo.. is it soo difficult to find a nice bag? haih..i really want a nice new bag leh... just now when i take bath hor..i think of something can every friday we lepak together? hmm...it depends ba...i better dont think so much because everytime after i think of nice things surely wont happen..=p hope i dont need to wait very long for next movie...hehe! *happy*

i read pui's blog just now... get to noe that dong liang is the guest for yan zi's concert in genting~ 6th may 2006. i dont think i got money to go lo... for april i probably will be broke... so impossible i can save up money to go ba... he is coming back after mid april... which is almost the last week of april lo? and is has to clash with my final exams.. why like that leh? cannot just let me go and see my idol? lee hom..jay...dong liang... anyway i heard that lee hom will be coming to malaysia in june..this time is something like concert PLS...~ i wanna go...MONEY..i need MONEY... busyman just told me they will be busy in april, may, june, july and december... see...i already said they events is non-stop de... haih i also dont know la...can meet then meet lo cannot then cannot la...i cant do anything about it too maybe should say that im fed up with all this things le im sick of everything... about my effective listening project... this morning i discussed with my mama's...

the next day we reach 1388 club around 9.30am. then ah hu, busyman and me very hungry so ah hu called yoro to ta pao chicken rice for us. wait until 10am something gua, yoro only reach. i shared the chicken rice with mable because she said she didnt eat breakfast. actually i got nothing to do during the workshop de lo. i only go "shuang" de..so kinda sien there lo. mable was kinda busy..busy with small small things. workshop started around 11am. during that time...sharlene came n chit chat...n i also lepak with her. then fellest wanted to go and buy some snacks. he need someone that familiar with seremban's road, mable is the best choice hehe. so i always follow them lo since i got nothing to do. we went to jusco. went and buy snacks and water. then fellest wanna eat so went to kopitiam. we talked about UG member de style of talking..after that, we went back lo. went back..lunch is there le. so we divide the beehoon and tongshui for the campers. then lunch break. campers ...

went to seremban on saturday... took bus from my house to sentral and ktm to seremban in the bus was scary...this group of indian guys took the same bus with me then one of the indian guy sat beside me... he kacau me...luckily he didnt touch me or else i will shout! he make those..err...kissing sound...hamsap lou! make me soooo uneasy..n i was very very scared! i wanted to call busyman de..but he is busying with his camp so impossible he can answer my phone call... luckily is only 30mins bus ride...then i let him go down the bus 1st n im almost the last to go down..then i took lrt to sentral reach sentral already 5pm...anyway i purposely go down late de because busyman only can pick me up after he gao tim the workshop which is around 7.30pm..and he really pick me up around that time lo then we went back home to take bath and order pizza... didnt finish the pizza at home because is too hot.. so we bring it to 1388 club [which is where the camp held] reach there...ate few pieces of pizza...

effective listening project... confirm tat we r going on 8th april... not staying overnite wor.. lecturer scared we cannot get use to the lifestyle there as in...those camping life not everyone in the class can tahan so she said better dun overnite lo... we will go there arond 6am...then come back around 9pm or 10pm then will hv a big presentation about how we feel... hv to write a report too... assignments assignments...then final is coming de lu~ so fast...everything also coming to me... family problems...financial problems... hv to cope with a lot of things o... Jiayi is strong de rite? hehe... hv to de la...but sometimes just wanna release lo so bear with me ya..i just wanna shout out!!!

hmm...one word can describe march...SIEN!!! feeling so sien...everything is not happening... sound sad..make me worried..frustrated..isshh...not good feelings... i hope april will be better ok? pls? someting tat started good will turn bad in the end too... i also duno why will like tat... pls pls pls...let me enjoy!!! no more wat sien or wat...no more... i want to be happy!!! now zhang hui mei's new song came to my mind "wo bing bu shi tian sheng ai ji mok, que bi bie ren dou duo jiu suan ba shi jie gei wo, wo hai shi yi wu shuo you wo yao kuai le, wo yao neng shui de an wen...." happiness...sweet....in love.... come back to me ar...where are u all? leave me alone...T_T sob sob...

didnt go to college today. miss effective listening project meeting... haih..wanted to go...but i dun even hv strenght to wake up so dun say wanna walk to coll...i will faint half way...=p mama called me and gave me the contacts so i called michelle to give her she like in a rush..sound like in a rush lo, mayb rushing for class hehe oh ya..i not yet say wat project we are doing... we plan to do jungle trekking to orang asli area maybe is gombak one or other place de...not confirm yet i wanted to be one of the delegation but hady didnt heard our name so end up being entertainer. anyway any job will do cause i think i will really have fun im looking forward to this project lo. sound fun...and for sure we will do our very best! 35 of us in the class...so i think we definitely can produce a good job ba like what miss Vin said, 35 ppl tis means got 35 diffierent skills... so..gambateh o! im really kinda excited about this project.. 1st experience doing a project with a big group of ppl and ...

i type a long long long post then because is raining so mama switch off the modem so i didnt get to post it...then i just leave it lo... thought wanna post it after raining..who knows... when i walk to my computer...the post in blogger hilang!!! CHAM...is really very long de post leh... waste my time typing..n is how i feel mah... haih...sien ar....really sien.... just now cari pasal browse through my friend's profile so..browse through some of his friends too then go n c tis gal, username is small... browse through her photo...she tooks a photo wif busyman!!! oh god..when i c the photo..my heart jump very fast wor i also duno why...hehe...honeslty im bu shuang lo not tat very qing mi photo..but really bu shuang wor... haih...sien...y so ngam let me c wor....y let me c?!

11.3.06 wake up at 8am something, hv to go to mantin dad got interview wor..[i also dont know why he suddenly got interview] bro didnt follow us down, so 3 of us went to mantin reach mantin around 11am, waited for dad it is a malay college, in a ulu place. the college is called Kolej Legenda nothing much about that place...a word ULU can describe everything..hehe went to connaught for lunch. then bought something for "qing ming" the shop that we went and bought those paper thingy for qing ming is just opposite my dance studio, my ex-dance studio..=p a lot of memories flash back in my mind, especially when i saw the name "dance v me", king's bakery and the ham chin peng stall dancing...long long time didnt move my body to the beat le ham chin peng...nobody buy for me king's bakery...we use to buy food there during the break, and the chesse tart..nobody buy for me le...and lots of memories lo... i really miss those days...not only dancing..but love life too ma...

today is mama's birthday o! 11 march...mama happy birthday o hope u always healthy and be happy ya err..not to spoil dad's name here again but u tahan him for so many years le i noe u r unhappy de...c u tahan till so xin ku i also xin tong...but remember ya u got two lovely children we will always support u de ur daughter not much money..only can buy u chocolate... but i think u will b happy ba...coz i buy wor..haha! i noe u wont read my blog de..but i still wanna wish u happy birthday here!!! i love u..muakz muakz~

received a msg at 4.22am tis morning busy man sent, "darling we just finsh meeting..bla bla bla" in my mind, my movie plan gone because tis means he will only sleep around 5.30am so impossible to ask him to watch movie at 11am or 12pm haih..anyway i still go to seremban as usual, pick me up at ktm station then went to his house yoro is there too. they r doing the camp things found out tat they didnt sleep last nite my stomach was very pain when im the ktm reach busy man's house still pain so after a while i went to toilet, did big business after tat, stomach was empty le so feel hungry but i didnt eat anything...later, my stomach pain again i think is masuk angin gua...haih whole day stomach not feeling well went twice to the toilet in his house plan to order pizza hut for lunch but he say he dun feel like eating wor so he cooked maggi mee for me the maggi me dun taste good for me lo because is plain soup no taste de...not nice then went up to his room. he is meeting mr c...

i read tuesday de the sun, Jaclyn Victor and Daniel hv been officailly appointed as SEGI ambassadors! hmm...1st time come to my mind, so IGS combine wif SEGI not bad wor..haha! im waiting for my college to officially announce o.. i need to discuss wif dad about moving out... anyway im looking forward to study in SEGI college de... environment change..ppl around me also different duno there got any leng chai o not...haha! tis is the topic tat discuss by my juniors when they noe IGS and SEGI combine they say very sien in IGS coz no leng chai...=p no motivation for them to come to college...hehe hope to get a confirm answer from college about SEGI and IGS ba~

finish exam lu~ hehe... i was having fever last nite, cham... cant even read and memorize the informations why i must have fever just before my last paper and summore is psychology?! issshhh...didnt really study coz really blur and pening i should feel free and happy tat im done wif my exams but i dun feel like tat wor...im not happy wif my performance i didnt perform well in my mid term lo so i dun think my results will b good too err...i dun dare to hope to get an A. just give me at least and C or B... i cannot take D ar...hv to retake the subjects and my CGPA will b pull down must work very very hard for final exams... and do well in my assignments!!! tis morning i was lepak-ing at KFC.. had my breakfast and start to read psy then i wrote down wat i memorize, just to practice so tat i can answer in my exam the aunty sitting next table was doing exercise she was sitting on the chair and start to swing her hands... do exercise for her upper body...my expression was "huh?" th...

im blogging in grey again i think until wednesday all my post will b in grey very gan cheong now ar...i tried my best to study... i read...read read read...but nothing go inside my tiny brain!!! 11 chaps to study...and is anthropology... i cried just now...not really cried till very cham la but few drops of tears...coz i really very scared 1st time i study in college, im not prepared for exams as in i cant put any info of the subjects in my brain busy man dun feel well..here pain there pain worried about him but i think i should put tat aside 1st because im more worry about my exams.. hoping to chat wif him, i hope to get something from him tat can calm me down... anyway i shouldnt rely on him rite? coz tis is my own stuff haih...jiayi ar...jia you o~ u must jia you!!!

hmm...im studying anthropology now unwillingly...hehe. study till sien le so come n blog lo anthro really a good bedtime story book... i got nite class at friday nite, after class went n try the porridge steamboat opposite my coll not bad wor..the porridge is better than the tomyam i dun like the tomyam soup in tis shop they provide good service wor, came n help us to put in the food and then pour the eggs in the porridge to make it smoother [tis is wat they recommended] i think they just newly open so they provide good service gua mayb after 6 months go back n c will they still provide good service and their quality of food still good or not...hehe my mood now better le...finally can post something in color..haha i realise tat i posted 3 post in grey le, make my blog look sooo down i just finished my psy assignment, printed it im more fong sam now. coz im done wif all the assignments le now another thing i cannot fong sam yet is exams... mid term ar...lecturers said if we didnt do wel...

i cried last nite...1st time cry non-stop for 1 and a half hour because of some reason i dun wanna type it out here i think not good to spoil someone's reputation ba since someone really cares bout it... anyway..of coz i will look "chan"... eyes bengkak, looks like panda...face aledi white lips green although i dun look good [normal days aledi dun look good de now lagi cham =_="] but i try to put a smile on my face like how jiayi usually act in college i nearly cried in ktm again tis morning because those scene came across my mind of coz i tahan lo takkan cry in front of so many ppl... then met jason in the train.he dun look good too tis week is his mid term mah..so he is under pressure he was mumbling to himself i didnt talk to him coz im not in a good condition to comfort ppl too reach college, go for sociology class so ngam the gal beside today talks a lot to me i force to smile or laugh to her lo, honestly i dun feel like talking cause i really dun hv mood to tal...

mid term is next week... unfortunately anthropology is the 1st paper till now i still duno wat is he talking..haih psy..i think is still ok. i just hv to crap a lot n memorize the brain part n neurons and some theories ba another subject...sociology...tis one im worried coz tat day he gave us a test. all of us cannot answer the essay part n wat he said really scare me, "mid term de essay will b 10x more difficult than tis test =_=''....aledi cant answer the question in the test, wat about 10x more difficult de question??!!! haih...mid term really stress leh. all my subjects got mid term except malaysian studies final, only anthropology and psychology. so final im wont b tat stress coz mainly is group assignment and projects i done wif one of malaysian studies assignment lu left another one n psy assignment... my eyes dun feel comfortable le...coz staring at the computer screen for a long time pls...i wish i got time to study for my exams.. i really cannot screw up my mid t...

im at home now, suppose to go to coll for effective listening class but tis morning when i wake up, i felt very very sleepy so i told my dad i dun wanna go to college le since today only got 1 hour class so can skip i suppose to do my malaysian studies assignments but till now i still cant get any info!!! haih... i sms-ed dear tis morning told him tat im at home till now no reply. but surprisingly my mama sms me she used my dad's hp to sms me "wat r u doing? makan already?" i replied her. n duno y i feel very sweet lo i cant describe the feeling bt it really feels good...hehe thx mama!!! muakz muakz...^.^ my busy man always so busy and he will be more busy im busy too coz i got tones of assignments n exam is next week i should learn from him - hardworking...haha!