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After 20 years, I finally got the guts to cut my hair short is not few inches short, really short short Me, always long black hair then I tried to curl my hair I really like my curly hair but my hair grow so fast and the curls are not curly anymore T_T So, I tried gaining guts to try something new I haven't cut my hair short since kindergarden when Im in secondary school, my nickname is long hair ==" now, Im bob head Jiayi haha! well, I think is not a bad move What do you guys think? next step, dye my hair... surprise? Do you all like the new Jiayi?

认识这宝贝一年多了 想起我们的相遇，也还蛮好笑 我们去NFC gathering， 我们俩都坐在巴士站等其他人的车 我们都看到对方但是就不敢问是不是去gathering 想回那时的感觉真的蛮好笑 就从那gathering， 我们就变成朋友了 经过一些事情，友谊也慢慢变坚固 现在她已经是我其中一位死党 对不起啊，和你做朋友的第一年不能和你庆祝生日 但是应该会有不知哪位帅哥和你庆祝吧哈哈！ 好咯，让你有异性没人性一次哈哈！ 在新加坡，看到你讲话时那幸福的笑容让我也觉得开心 那笑容真的很美 =） 虽然我们的距离还蛮远的 但是希望我们的友谊还是那么坚固 我们还是关心对方的，对吗？嘻嘻！ 生日快乐，宝贝嘉欣！ 希望你所有的愿望都能实现 最重要是天天开心。。。

Advertorial saw Advertlets ' blog about hacking It reminds me of my one and only experience of people hacking into my account what account? FRIENDSTER! ya why there's so many people out there and that damn hacker choose my account? I got no idea =__=" thanks to Simone for informing me about my friendster she got some comments from me saying that Im a lesbian, searching for partner and that hacker even provide a 016 number So, I went home and checked my friendster account realise that the hacker sent that comment to most of my friends gosh...why in the world he/she wants to do this to me? anyway, I dont really like friendster anymore so I deleted my friendster account till now, I still dont understand why hack my account and dont know what's the point of doing this So, you guys should be more becareful if you login your accounts in cybercafe maybe you forget to logout or somehow people there can trace I dont know how and why they hack but nowadays can pay bills online s...

You will walk down the road with me or I will be alone? too bad that there's no confirmation from you promise = disappointment Mr Sun, can you please dont come out so often? please lower down your power I look like a Malay girl now, and Im worried I will look like an Indian soon =(

will have one mid term paper on wednesday studied but still got no confidence... well, wish me luck haha! watch Fated Love You is my every monday's routine then is also a crying day for me haha! the storyline is so heart breaking and I know Im not the only cry baby =p 拜三有考试，读了但没信心 祝我好运吧嘻嘻！ 看《命中》是每个拜一一定做的事情 也是一定会哭的一天 15集真的。。。哭惨！ 他们因为误会而认识 那又会因为什么而在一起？ 看预告，下集好像会比较开心 我们都上了瘾，这部偶像剧很好看！！！ p/s: thanks Joey for teaching me how to edit and also AiVin for introducing a nice programme for adding nice frames for the photo =)))) edited: This is the link where I download the software for the frame thingy http://www.photoscape.org/ps/main/index.php p/s/s: I just wanna meet you. wanna have a heart to heart talk. just you and me. but it is so hard to make it happen. I dont know what went wrong and I know I can do nothing but just bare with it. cant believe a meet up will be such problematic

First day of work in Equine Park Jusco one word- SWAY! Im too tired to describe in details how sway it is... maybe I should say me = sway WHY I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THESE?? GOD TELL ME WHY TELL ME!!! Although I dont have many friends, but i still try my best to treat my friends nicely Although im not a straight As student, but i tried my best to study Although I may not be the best daughter in the world, but I tried my best to be one Although I may crap in my blog and my readers are boring, but I really tried my best to post something to attract readers What is so wrong with me till God think I have to go through all these obstacles???? Jiayi very annoying? Jiayi very bad? Jiayi is a bad friend? Jiayi is an ugly girl that's why I dont like her? or dont know why you just hate Jiayi? Im not dumb I can feel that you, you and you dislike me I know I can do nothing about it and I dont plan to do anything Im not born to please everyone around me and why I must change myself to please o...

I got an email from Shopaholics Unite about a contest by Tongue Chic and Urbanscapes You can try to create your own style in Polyvore is super fun!!! Im getting addicted to it haha! this is my first creation create this last night before I sleep the second creation I love the yellow shorts!!! This is a fun site that I will spend time creating different style whenever Im free I think you all should try it out too somehow It can satisfied your crave for shopping haha!

Im sick Im sick Im sick! =( started coughing on saturday then sore throat... this morning fever + flu maybe is because of stress and worrying mid term is next week then presentation and assignment short semester is always in a rush =((((( had the worst Father's day in KL went back to Seremban and felt slightly happier there at least people there will not bully my mother my mother is such a good person she doesn't deserve any of these... Nightmares will not end and I wonder why why why why...

你和我 你總說我想太多 你就是最懂我 這是关心的結果 我們愛沉默不說 也許默契早已牽動 我知道你再想什麼 這感覺真誠永久 讓所有快樂化作彩虹 如果相信就讓它持續感動 你和我的以後 不是白紙黑字那般承諾 是否曾說過 就一個表情就足夠 你和我的以後 不是現在約好就能保留 感情的長久 就讓時間來滲透 favourite song favourite lyrics I prefer his old songs =) Today is Friday the 13th! Yumo reminded me about this... any sway thing happen today? For me, nothing really sway happen today I would say today is pretty good haha! despite theboyfriend part which is the same old story again anyway, Im still quite happy today! 不喜欢被人利用的感觉 你之前的避风港走了 我就变成了你的避风港 现在又找回以前的避风港了 我，又是什么身份？ Nothing will last forever treasure everything now before you regret

"不要为失去而哭，要为曾经拥有而笑" Forensic Heroes II I like this saying! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAILUAN!!! stay happy and pretty =) nothing much happen lately my life as usual very simple life haha! do internship, rush to college, still hate to take public transport I really hate hate hate taking public transport in Malaysia!!! ahhhh~ I wish I can shout out loud at the mountain or even spend holiday at beach... I need retail therapy I need a slumber vacation I need money I need to feel loved I want to go Ikea I want to eat spaghetti I want to eat sushi I want to eat fishballs I want to eat dumpling I want to watch movies Im greedy I want to do a lot of things =( ____________________________________________________________________ Raymond's new studio, Raydio Dance Academy will be starting class on Tuesday we will not be having grand opening yet registration started and for people who love to dance feel free to drop by at Raydio Dance Academy!!! Address: No 10-B, Lorong Bayu Tinggi 1C/K6, ...

edited Mindy, this is the link I watched Gossip Girl http://www.tudou.com/home/user_programs.php?userID=10612361 enjoy the show! =) you know you love me xoxo Gossip Girl Im addicted to Gossip Girl finally got time to watch till episode 16 there are lots of surprises!!! okay, I cannot reveal it yet because Ai Vin not yet watch haha! hmm...maybe I dont name them but reveal a lil? someone is gay... someone appears and ruin other's relationship... She may not be with him anymore but may be with someone else He may be with her but may not be so too! hahahaha! Ai Vin go watch it! The three main guys in Gossip Girl three of them are hot!!! I dont wanna choose either one of them... I want all of them hahahahaaha! *drools* heard that is confirm Gossip Girl will have Season 2 Im looking forward to it... I know you all love me Miss Whatever

I finally started my driving lesson! father asked why I postpone till now... I dont dare to answer because is because of Mr Teo! he will definitely kill me if he finds out I didnt know that first lesson already have to drive on the road when the uncle said "okay now we drive out to the main road" I was shocked and really panic... anyway it went quite well... I didnt bang any trees or car hahaha! cant wait for the next lesson which is next thursday =) I realise that a lot of people thought I have gotten my driving license I look like a pro driver is it? hahahaha! especially princesses they thought I drive to Mr Teo's events well, I hope I drive but too bad... the day I start my driving lesson is the day when petrol price went sky high Mr Teo all thanks to you =___=" why petrol must increase so much? RM2.70/litre wei! all the hard earn money are for the car... We have to add oil to earn more money to add oil for our car haha!

"不管我做错什么，不管我有什么表现得不够好， 一次又一次的原谅我，一次又一次的祝福我， 一次又一次让我在台上觉得我的存在是有价值的 沒有人是十全十美的， 我当然有优点， 可是我觉得其实我有缺点，我有我不够的地方， 是这些人一直一直的SUPPORT我走到今天， 希望我们可 以一直走下去……" 听到这感言时，非常感动甚至哭到很惨。。。 但是现在的我，对这一切一切。。。失望？ 是自己选择不去想不去看 现在懂了学会了，不是应该开心吗？ 不单没有开心还觉得心痛。。。 只能说我觉得自己很笨！ 无言，无言，无言。。。 很多事情都不能看表面 因为表面其实隐藏了很多东西 很多时候我们都相信表面而忘了想那被隐藏的东西 打个比喻好了，男生都喜欢美女 而女生喜欢帅哥。。。 但不是每个美女或帅哥都有一颗美丽的心 反而不被重视的普通男女或许有那颗美的心 但却被忽略。。。 每次就在我充满希望与快乐时 总是会让我看到难过的一面 老天爷好像在提醒我 事情是没有那么完美的 我也不懂我应该谢谢老天爷还是生气它。。。 我没有在怪任何人，真的。。。 我只需要把一部份的东西发泄出来 要不然我真的会疯掉 这一些事情让我变得无情 因为我不敢把任何感情放在任何一格地方 很怕放了感情然后开始在乎。。。 如果发生什么事，心会很痛 那失望和痛，你没有经历过你真的不懂 你希望它会是这样但它却出乎你意料 想生气却不知应该气谁。。。 今天所写的一切都代表我这几天的心情 只是一部份因为写再多也没用 友情，爱情。。。这些是什么？ 它可以很脆弱，可以很坚固 最重要也要看别人是不是和你想得也一样 When I heard the touching words said in the concert I cried like mad, it was seriously very touching but...now, that feeling faded for god knows what reason In the past, I choose not to see not to think but sometimes is not about what you chosen things still happen even you choose not to see or hear about it so no...

Vian, thanks for asking me that only these few photos? because I realise that i didnt post any of Mr Teo's photos hahaha! I didnt take any photo of him that night... so have to upload photos from Vicky and Akiko photos courtesy of Vicky and Akiko =) I love the bubbles =) Vicky, 这张好看。。。 飞好像要吻张先生哈哈哈！ Faye is pretty! too bad she didnt perform alone that night... at least let her sing one song mah... Akiko, this one nice although he looks quite old in this photo haha! so what do you guys think about his short hair? I personally dont like it... my brother saw it and he said "yerr looks like kid" hmm...maybe the way the hair is set make it looks weird?

I love the photos from Aunty Geri! the only few photos I look good in it hahaha! most of us didnt look at Aunty Geri's camera I wonder who are we looking at hehe!

Monday woke up at 7am because I have to do my internship in Brickfields dont know why felt very stress, it likes tones of stone on me A mother brought her baby to the clinic, her baby was having high fever and she suddenly freeze. The mother was very panic and she thought the baby is going to die. So, she started to cry and keep hitting the husband. I was shocked and I felt like crying too. It is hard to hold back my tears. luckily the baby is ok and the mother calm down. sat in for counseling session again. another sad case, I cannot reveal what happen but is really very sad. My thought after the counseling session: can people stop the war? can you all be more considerate? do you all know how badly the war affect people? After internship, I rushed to college. class ended earlier, so I went and collect result slip On the result slip, Advertising and Promotion - F. Issues and Ethics - B. I nearly fainted in the college. and again, I felt like crying. I tried very hard to hold back ...

NICHOLAS TEO FROM NOW ON SINGAPORE CONCERT PART II actually not really part two just photos that I didnt post up in last post haha! I like the smiley ballons =) 11.30pm: We had our dinner at a western restaurant, near where we stayed Chyeli, Jia Xin and me ordered Grilled fish fillet hmm...3 of us cannot marry westerners because we dont like the way they cook haha! somehow, this grilled fish fillet tastes weird =___=" She's photogenic! pretty, pretty... after cutting the cake, we went upstairs and wait for our turn to take bath I think around 20 people share one toilet... so I took bath around 2.30am in the mean time, of course I busy talking with best friends haha! OMG my hair =____=" Vicky， where are you? didnt get to take photo with you before we left when I hug you all, I wanna cry dy... dont know why I felt like after this, I dont know when can I meet you girls I dont wanna be separated from you all the time we get together is too too too short! on the bus, I kept te...

NICHOLAS TEO FROM NOW ON SINGAPORE CONCERT Venue: Suntec Convention Hall Time: 2000 The timing is not accurate, roughly around that time hehe! I will not write out all the details... Im just too lazy to write it out sorry please bare with me =p 4.30am: woke up. double checked luggage. 5.30am: reached Mid Valley thanks Akiko for fetching me =) 7am: bus came and started our journey to the South I was surprised that we got tour guide basically, I slept throughout the whole journey haha! even doggy knows road safety, dont play play! 531 is also Elaine's birthday we sang her birthday song and she got a kiss from Xiao Boy She's lucky to get the kiss and Mr Teo's concert on her birthday haha! 12.30pm: reached Malaysia's kastam 1.30pm: reached Rucksack which is where we stayed not surprise that the place is clean and neat... Singapore mah haha! I love this wall! We didnt obey the lights off by 10.30pm rule haha! other than the strict rules they provide free internet access and ...