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Recently started my Communication internship in an event company-Jazzmates Production We do all kinds of events, from what I observe mostly are annual dinners and launching luckily there are few events in August If we dont have events, I have to stay in office to do internet marketing super boring! but I do know how to entertain myself my boss usually dont come in so early so I can sign in msn and also surf the net haha! There are some similarities between my psychology and communication internship 1. Both of my supervisors are female Both of them wear specs too haha! Psychology supervisor, Janet. She's a lovely lady, probably is because she's a counselor hehe! She never fail to give me encouragement and validation. yes! I need validation badly or not I won't know whether Im doing well or not since Im working alone. As for Communication supervisor, May. To date, she's still quite nice and friendly except for the fact that she's not paying me for working in the offic...

Yoohoo~ I think I got more hits nowadays does this mean I earn more from Nuffnang and Advertlets? well, I really wish I could earn more from it haha! I created this blog because I want to "write" down my feelings I am a lazy person, I tried writing diary but only write for few months because I dont like to write, I prefer saying it out hehe! I couldn't find someone to talk to when I feel like talking So I have to figure out alternative which is typing it out Thus I started my blog I know the consequences of writing out my feelings or thoughts in my blog I got no intention to hurt anyone's feelings or even influence anyone... and I believe I do not have influential power because I am just a super normal girl that you will not even want to look at me can understand that why some people can click well some cannot maybe is because you somehow just dont like that person or that person's attitude or personality is not what you can accept It is easy to say can understand...

Anyone watch Astro Star Quest 2008 just now? I nearly forgot until I saw Vvens' nickname haha! These are the Top 3 朱豪仁 （好人）Hao-Ren Debbie and Wan Qian Since 2002-the year Mr Teo won I have never been so nervous when watching ASQ I dont know why I am so gan cheong this year haha! Eric Lim sang my favourite song!!! *melt* is nice to see he sang with his sister, Debbie hehe! Wan Qian is ASQ 2008 champion This year's champion is female!!! Since 2001 (If Im not mistaken) champion always Male Finally 2008, female female female =))) actually I wanted Debbie to be the champion I love her vocal but her last performance not stable Anyway, She's still young and has a nice vocal hope she got chance to have her own album =p ASQ 2008 Top 5's album I will buy when Im not so broke hehe! The songs are nice =) Jia You, Wan Qian, Debbie and Hao-Ren! Hope three of you will bring back awards from HK ps: The line today sucks =( So, we are paying for this lousy connection? =_="

travelling by public transport really tiring to teach kids at 10am I have to wake up at 7am after teaching kids in Jalan Imbi I rushed to Jalan Bangsar for the briefing for my Communication Internship working hours is 9am-6pm I am not getting paid when Im doing work in the office She's going to pay me RM50 per event ahhhh I very kelian ar =( I went off at 6.30pm, rush to the LRT station pack with humans as usual when I reached KL Sentral I nearly fainted when I saw the crowd has been a long long time I didnt go back around 7pm from Sentral OMG the crowd is like....few millions of them going for a concert =( I have to let go 3 trains! 3 trains!!! and the gap between one train to another is freaking 22minutes!!! 22 minutes!!! damn KTM! cant they improve their service!!!!!! grrrr you all should see how "black" my face is... took me 2 and a half hours to reach home! please give me a car... I rather get stuck in a jam I dont want to squeeze with few hundreds of strangers I don...

our group photo with Mr Teo everyone look good in the picture =))) after chatting with few of you although I do feel angry over certain things but feel better now... I believe our friendship is strong enough to go through all these no matter problems are solve or not friendship is our motivation to go on Jia You! Jia You! Jia You!

LG Fans Gathering Venue: Cocobanana, Sunway Pyramid Time: 1500-1700 reached Sunway Pyramid around 11.30am all of them were late =_=" so I window shopped... met up with the girls happy happy happy =))) especially to meet Yumo, Aunty Geri and Do Re Mi our meet up is precious hehe! Mr Teo wasn't feeling well poor him, has to bare with the pain and yet working well, this is the artist's life. Jiayou, Teo Tun Liang! didn't take many photos these are the only few photos in my camera Cumo, look at my camera la =_=" where are you looking at? The very cute Re and Mi =))) This is the slideshow done by Mun Yeng I didnt cry at the event but I cried at home It's touching!!! We were stranger and now friends, some become very good friends thanks Mun Yeng for all your efforts =) Kudos to our friendship! To Someone, You are given authorize but please keep in mind, do not misuse it! who do you think you are to give us that expression? You are just helping out at the event whi...

last night 11.30pm: hop on the bed. couldn't sleep 11.45pm: walk around the house. read some blogs. went in the room again 12am: slept 3am: jump down the bed because I thought I woke up late. checked handphone, It's only 3.30am =___=" 5am: woke up. I dont know why I woke up. but I remember I had a dream about driving test. 6.45am: woke up again. ahhhh got frustrated because is like the whole night I didnt sleep at all. 7am: is time to wake up T_T do I really sleep last night? 7.30am: Raymond fetched me to the driving center. waited for Uncle to fetch me 9am: reached Surfine Hitech. registered. and wait for my turn PUTIH 16! 10am: I FINALLY PASS MY DRIVING TEST! YESSSHH!!! Invigilator: tadi you mati enjin berapa kali? Me: errr...2 Invigilator: tak ada lah. 3. fail la... Me: *gave him the super shocked look* Invigilator: pass la. sign sini Me: *my heart nearly stop beating!* I FINALLY PASS PASS PASS MY DRIVING TEST! yes I know I keep repeating this I was so goddamn ner...

While lepak-ing in Sunway Pyramid took some photos of Flora Fest My favourite instrument I like the bling bling thingy, nicey nice! Im done with my final exam This is my last exam in college too Im doing psychology internship now will start mass comm internship soon tomorrow will be my driving test I am super super duper worry wish me luck!

Finally I got time to write down my feelings these feelings do not occur after the recent event but after all these, I think I need to spill some out my heart is weak, it couldn't take so much things where's the excitement on the day before event? where's the fun, happiness during event? where's the pure happiness chat after event? standing with others behind the crowd ya is our fault for not lining up earlier to squeeze and be with the crowd at that moment I was thinking... will YOU realise if one day I didn't attend the event? I dont know what motivates me to keep going after you for so many years I could have spend those money on myself find part time, stand for few hours, get the pay and spend on you is this what I want to do down the road? perhaps I sounded like blaming it on you no I am not blaming anyone I am angry at myself sometimes friends scolded me that I am crazy chase artist like nobody business what's the point of spending money on someone who doe...

Dr. Frazier has approved the extension request of the Psychology Internship for LOW, Jiayi. The student has been given until December 1, 2008 to complete. Please note that Dr. Frazier is very impressed with this students internship. He would really like to see that site someday and it sounds like such a worthwhile project. Sincerely, Lynne Ms. Lynne Seabrooke International Enrollment Advisor International Programs - Upper Iowa University Im happy happy happy now!!! I asked for extension for my psychology internship because I haven't meet 120 hours see what Dr Frazier said? haha! Suprising he's interested in what I am doing Thanks Thanks Thanks a lot to him for approving my extension These few weeks I have been very worried about it now lesser things to worry about =)))

somehow I think I abandon my blog dont feel like blogging even though past few days I wasn't happy Some of you may remember I had my driving test on 14/7 I failed my on the road test, passed the parking, on the hill and 3 point turn test why I failed on the road? I wonder why too! The going part was so good I was telling myself "yeah Jiayi, you are doing great" Sometimes when things go too smoothly, it may hint you something real bad will happen when I stop at the junction, I checked there was no car at all so I went out and when I almost in my lane suddenly from nowhere this car appeared and it was speeding! goshh I break of course... then the invigilator asked me to stop and she drove back ya that's how I failed my on the road I wanted to blame the car but what's the point of blaming? I can only blame myself for being so blind so blind didnt see it is coming or even feel it is coming haixxx =(((( I wanted to cry but I hold it back till Im in Raymond's car I ...

I realise most of my friends are July babies Today is Mei Fenn's birthday!!! Knew her for one year plus first met her at Project Superstar Final She's the die hard fans of Superstars back then, now not that much haha! again, thank Mr Teo because I met lots of nice friends and of course she's one of them =) She always cry whenever Mr Teo got events in Sg Wang is not that she wants to cry, she wants to be happy too but somehow surely something happen makes her sad really feel bad whenever she's sad... She's also my camwhore partner I like her craziness haha! She makes me feel comfortable to go crazy too hahaha! I wish to see you in Genting okay? we shall camwhore like how we did last time haha! Is been a long time we last met May all your birthday wishes come true stay pretty and happy =))) I also hope our friendship can last long... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI FENN!!! MISS YOU

because Im all alone now brother went out to work I went swimming, luckily didnt rain hehe! saw a couple swimming at the pool saw parents with kids at the pool I, alone swimming "with" them I stared at the houses and lake opposite my apartment nothing in my mind but my tears start flowing out Mama went to Myanmar brother off to work Raymond went to Penang I called him and he's at 988 event Artistes including Fish Leong, Yoga Lim and others!!! why he didnt ask me to tag along with him??? He said he didnt know this event is a big one ya whatever! You are there and Im all alone here! =(((( Gosshh I hate loneliness seriously hate it! It is affecting my thoughts, mood... anyway I continued swimming until everyone left the pool I walked home, took bath and ate my tabao-ed chicken rice when Im sitting at the couch watching tv I will think of Raymond in Penang and Im here all alone Im free to go with him there but why Im here??? T_T I know I should stop thinking all these nonsens...

Im sinful!!! why? because I kept eating while sitting in front of the computer ate maggi mee, junk food, ice-cream, pudding... =___=""" When I wanna swim, sure rain slack at home, eat goshhh...SIN!!! well, what makes me feel better is Im not the only one who's so sinful haha! Yumo is my partner!!! hahahaha! We are both sinful at the same time... today will be the last driving lesson next Monday is my driving test! wish me luck people...I got no confident to pass I really dont know why I got no confident at all =/ Happy Birthday Siao Way =))) 神父，我有罪！ 我一边上网一边吃东西 吃了速食面，布丁，零食，冰淇淋。。。 不停的上网不停的吃。。。 啊，有罪恶感咯。。 不过啊有人让我觉得比较好过因为她也和我一样 锈滢是和我一样有罪的人哈哈！ 今天是学车的最后一天 下个拜一考车咯，我是完全没信心的 我不知道为什么就很没信心 祝我好运！

Im sad! Mama is going to Yangon, Myanmar for 2 months! ya! 2 months wei... very sudden because on Monday, she said dont know when going to Myanmar today suddenly said this saturday has to leave gosh I will miss her lots! My bro and me started to plan for our dinner we might buy some vegetables and meats, then cook! I remembered when Im a lil kid I will cry every night if mama go overseas that feeling come back now I may not cry every night but I definitely miss mama a lot a lot a lot I didnt know Im so attached to mama... ahhh Mama... I miss you I miss you I miss youuu!!! You must take care... I will start counting down the days love ya Mama!

Yesterday as usual I went to Subang to teach I brought my camera and took some photos with them When I said "Let's take picture" They are excited! They fight to have a look at the camera They fight to stand beside me It shows that how much they need attention I simply love them to bits =))) * copy how Vvens numbered her photos #1 The bigger kids, aged from 7 to 13 years old #2 the small ones. aged from 3 to 6 years old #3 I asked them to do funny faces. #4 Then, the guys did funny faces. #5 Me and the kids =))) #6 Im bad in remembering their names =_=" She's adorable isnt she? #7 He's SO cute!!! I told him to sit there, dont move, smile. So, he did wat I told him =) Although they are refugees but they are also the same like us It is hard for me to communicate with them but a simply smile, hug and just accompany them will put a smile on them as long as they are happy, Im happy XD

Got tagged by Mandy long time ago I got nothing much to update I do this tag =) Name: Low Jiayi Sisters: 0 Brothers: 1 Shoe size: 5 or 6 Height: 158cm (I wish I can grow taller =/ ) Where do you live: Serdang Favourite drinks: Mango Juice, Honey Lemon Favourite breakfast: English Breakfast Have you ever been on a plane : Nope Swam in the ocean: Yes Fallen asleep in school: Yes hehe! Broken someone's heart: I dont think I did. Should ask others. Did I break your heart? Fell off your chair: Yes Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes. Darn silly but is a sweet memory =p Saved e-mails: Yes! I love saving interesting emails What is your room like: err...like normal room? Im trying to make some changes What's right beside you: my lousy handphone What is the last thing you ate: Nyonya Chicken Rice Ever had... Chicken pox: Yes Sore throat: Yes Stitches: No Do you believe in love at first sight: I believe but Im quite sure I wont Like picnics: Yuppie! Who was the la...

Mama signed up for a buddhist course she said we must have some basic knowledge of our religion so I went with her... It turn out to be really a course! I thought is just a talk... is a six months course from July to December classes will be on alternate Saturdays have to do assignments both group and individual and also exam!!! exam for a Buddhist course??? gosh...I didnt know I put myself in this kind of situation =___=" I thought it will be a boring class because it started from 3pm - 6pm thank god the lecturer is a good speaker! he's hilarious! He's teaching in Taylor's, American Degree Programme why you dont teach in SEGi College? we need this kind of lecturer so we wont fall asleep in class hehe! Whatever taught in class today are very true but not everyone can practice it if everyone adapt and start practicing it robbery, rape cases, etc wont happen We are suffering because we have crave when we dont get the things we want, we will be frustrated in order to stop...

I wanted to change blogskin since last month but dont have any idea how to change so browse through Blogskins.com and found this skin I edited the background color and some other stuffs previously the main theme color of this skin is pink It is like too cute for me to use it hahaha! how I wish my header can be as cool as Mr Smashpop's one Hempop, Im jealous! I move the links and credits on top and I also add recommendation which are dramas that Im watching and online shopping website I usually surf Updates on Miss J 1. College Im only taking one subject this semester because this is my one and only subject left. Im done with the mid-term, assignment and presentation. Now, start preparing myself for the finals which is end of this month. In the mean time, I'm searching for internship for Mass Communication. Mama wants me to do my internship overseas, she's thinking of sending me to Australia. She got friends there and she's trying to help me to find out more about doing...

Rule 1: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts of yourself. People who got tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG BACKS! 请你写下你十五种的怪癖，或不为人知的事情或东西。然后再TAG十个人。 1. Whenever I'm angry, sad...I will try to eat anything to do with mango. Mango pudding, mango juice...Mango cheers me up =)) 2. I like to bite Raymond's arms and chest muscles haha! I know Im mean but is becoming a habit, is a must to do when I see him =p 3. When I online, I will check my yahoo mail, go to Nuffnang to check out who came to my blog, then, check out Facebook and my blog. After all these, I will start kay-po blog hoping. I dont know why I set this sequence haha! 4. My wardrobe is filled with 50% of white clothes and 20% of black clothes. I need to go shopping! I realise that I got so limited clothes to go a...

Today is my another bao bei's birthday! my very own twin sister,Chyeli hehe! I first saw her in Sg Wang, Zheng Green Tea event that was the first event I started to be active again as I dont have the time to follow idol for a period of time I remembered clearly that I havent even talk to her but I rest my chin on her shoulder haha! I dont know why I do that to a stranger =p that is so not me, anyway is fated for me know her since then, we chat and found out that we are quite alike she's a sweet and caring friend we cried and laughed together been through few incidents and somehow strenghten our friendship I believe we appreciate this friendship =) one year older but one year wiser although life always dont go according your way but you are becoming stronger! and as your friend, I will try my best to support you be there for you and care for you... Im sorry that I cannot celebrate your birthday with you will meet you after you finish your internship okay? I think by then you wil...